Cute White boy at the gym. Is he Christian? Straight? Gay??..

So there I was in the gym. This cute chubby white boy I've seen before strolls in. I notice he checks me out. Heads over to the bathroom stall to change his clothes.

I think, well, these poor kids, (he looked about early 20's)worried about other guys checking them out while changing. I figured he was a little homophobic. I had seen him months before with 2 other cute white boy friends when he first joined the gym. They used to work out together.

Never, would you see them changing in front of the other guys. So I thought maybe he's embarrassed because he's fatty. Given that this is Orlando, and in Florida. I also thought for a moment that maybe they were raised, christian, and so they probably don't like being around gay guys or something like that.

All 3 of them, used to go way out of their way, to 'hide' by the shower area, and would only change, once they thought, other guys were not looking!!

Well, all this being said, I take you back now to just yesterday. So... I get back to the shower area, after I finished my long workout. There, I see the cute, fat boy stepping out of his shower stall. I notice he deliberates, soon as he sees me. Almost as if he wasn't going to step out of his shower stall.

I figure, he's paranoid, thinks I will be staring at him. I pause, give him time to decide. He steps out of his stall. Stands in front of it leaving the door open. Moves out of the way so I can get by. I proceed to the following stall a little past him. Fully covered with his towel, he looks over to me. Jitters, stalls, paces back and forth in front of me. I look at him, he flashes me a huge smile. Shocked, I smile back at him.

He looks both ways, back and forth, steps into my space, and signals over to me an invitation to join him in the single shower stall the next stall over. Not quite sure, and a little shocked, I just stare at him for a few seconds. He reaches over grabs my cock, proceeds to just get into the shower right next to mine. These are separated by a textured glass so you can watch the other guy in the next stall.

He waits till there is less traffic in the shower area, opens my stall door and waives me over to the next single shower, (this one is separated by a solid wall). So I join him in there. Wasting no time at all he's down on his knees in less than 30 seconds!

Huge smile. Real cutie this sweet chubby dude. A sense of confidence, and so glad to have me in there with him, it was adorable. (smile) Anyway so I return the favor. His hands busy exploring my whole body, in the stall careful to keep quite as we can. Beautiful big blue eyes and beautiful soft skin on this cutie pie.

Looking back in retrospect, I remember getting vague signs that maybe this boy and his little friends maybe were gay, way back a couple months ago, but I usually was too busy thinking not to embarrass them, or do anything to intimidate them, that I just dismissed the thought soon as it entered my mind.

Many reasons why guys won't look again. They don't like you. They may like you, but may have a girlfriend, (still not there yet) lol... They may actually like you but can't let their other more 'straight' friends know this. They may be embarrassed. They may be partnered already. They may just be way too immature also. This happens to me often too. In case of the latter, then all the more reason not to even go there. Waste of time.

In addition, I really don't make it my job to try and figure people out. One thing I do not do is walk around thinking, "is he gay, or is he straight"?? I really don't care. Don't get into "straight or gay" issues like I see many gay men doing.

Too much wasted energy as far as I'm concerned. In the end for me I figure, if they like you, they will find a way to let it be known. This is all for now.

Hope you continue to enjoy guys!!!

Reading for growth vs current events!

Ok okay,..... I get it I get it! One book read in about 6 months....not exactly impressive! lol....

Yea, I took my time. Didn't read everyday. There! I confessed it! You happy...?? .... haha.. Well, It's cool with me, because I had to ween myself back into reading like this.

I actually read a whole lot! Every single day. Problem was that most of my reading has been in the form of current events.

Yes, i read several hours everyday, but mostly news stories, or other current event related articles. A whole lot of something taking me nowhere, really. So I decided I needed to step it up, for my own personal growth. Yep, news events tend to depress. So there! haha..

Anyway, I'm moving rapidly now with my new book, and have already downloaded another book to be my next read. More immediate goal is to read a book a month and keep going from there. Key is to cut back the TV viewing. haha..

Yea too much of that lately here in Orlando, where I don't go out a whole lot... Good night all! You all will be seeing me again very soon, Promise!

Self Motivation!

One of my many personal goals for this new year of 2012 was to begin reading...  Making education the focal point of my year.

Back in early June while in LA i finished my 1st complete book reading in quite some time!  I was excited.  Bought myself a kindle fire as a X-mas gift for myself.  Committed to actually using it most specifically for reading! 

Perfect since I knew I would be traveling much more in 2012.  Goal was to make it easy, excuse free, and facilitate travel reading while on an airplane too.

Book I finished was "Excuses be Gone" by Wayne Dyer.  Purchased another and am on it now.  "Wishes Fulfilled" by the same author.  Yes, I'm open to writings by other authors too!  lol..  For now this is what it is.  I do love this particular author, and have heard many of his lectures on PBS.

Anyway, have a great day all.  Just wanted to share some personal experiences with you and some random thoughts! 

Hope you can appreciate too.  Feel free to share thoughts.  ;')

Heartfelt Condolences to the Beautiful People of Colorado!

My Heart goes out to the sweet people of Colorado who are unjustifiably suffering from the nightmare of the other night.

I traveled through Colorado some years ago, during a bicycle ride raising money for Aids research.  The ride itself was awe inspiring, but the true beauty was in the people of Colorado itself.

In my friends SUV. traveling down the city streets, and passing stop lights, people, (men in particular) would tip their hats as we passed the cross walks.  Young men, old men and everything in between.  All in all I found the people of Colorado to be very loving and all embracing.  Unexpected, for a big City boy like myself, but beautiful on so many levels.  This was the sweetest thing I have ever witnessed, in a city.

This event is horrific to say the least, and I have cried many times watching the news broadcasts!   I haven't said much on my blog I know, but this I felt compelled to express!

PEACE AND LOVE!

Summer Sun!

Hi,  Been a while huh...  Well, I'm still here.  be back with some more stories to share soon.  meantime feel free to say hello. 

No.  I'm not done here yet.  (smile) 

Enjoy the summer sun everyone!

4th of July Fireworks!

And a real nice 4th of July it was.

Spent my 4th here in Orlando.  Front of Lake Eola.  For those of you who don't know the area.  It is in Downtown Orlando, and it is one of the hottest spots Orlando has to offer.

Prime real estate values, (highest in Orlando) walking distance to boutique shops, cinema, restaurants, clubs and much more..  The Lake is like a little oasis.  Just blocks from all the chaotic hustle and bustle of city life, yet distances enough to provide a sense of serenity for all to enjoy.

Sundeck on the 7 th floor of the most beautiful hi rise building in the area of this gay friendly neighborhood, with a few family and friends.  It was a nice way to spend the Holiday and view the stunning Orlando's 4th of July fireworks display.

My ads went down for 2 days ago, don't worry, they should be back up and running in another day or so.  Either way those on this list are free to hit me up by email and you may get in to see me before my ads go back up again.

Thanks for reading...  More to come soon..

A total Happy Ending in Chelsea!

Had myself a really great massage the other day during my stay in the big apple!

This guy works out of a store location in the heart of Chelsea called Arcadia!  Off 8 ave on 23 street!  Little side bit, is that the owner, happens to have a crazy hot, big fat dick!  But outside of this.  His store is just fantastic!

Filled with ornamental house items for purchase.  Exotic, decorative pieces and a great variety of unique one of a kind blown glassware items.  In the back, he offers a fully equipped legitimate massage service!

The massage guy is just awesome!  No happy ending, as I did not request one.  Don't think he goes there, but this tall handsome, thick, muscular, not too overly muscle bound blonde beauty is well studied in his deep tissue massage technique and i will definitely be back to experience his amazing skills again very soon!

I was hard as a rock when he turned me around of course, but he continued his focus like a true professional!  Loved my dick too!  He did take the time to express this thought.  That was nice!  Not to mention that I probably will also be meeting him in private sometime.  But for my purpose here, just know that here is another reputable fun exotic gay owned and run establishment you could really enjoy buying from (even online), they now ship internationally, and even a real hot strong therapeutic massage from a total hunk!

Being authentic in my Blogs

In DC right now guys!  Had a nice stay here.  Leaving tomorrow for Orlando.

Not too many posts lately, but sometimes needed, so that I may continue being authentic in my Blogs.  Nothing by rote with me.  haha...  I want to always enjoy what I do and continue offering some nice info you guys can truly get something out of and just plain enjoy!

My stay in NY was good too.  I was there mainly to take part in my private coaching sessions which are going very very well.  Taking steps to break into the legitimate movie business.  Doing all I can to focus on my truest dreams and continue pursuing my "other" passions!

Listening right now to a radio broadcast that my coach was invited to and aired today on NY radio.  ;')  Pretty cool!

Attended another real nice event last Monday evening while in NYC.  So happens a client also called by totally by chance extending an open ticket for me to attend a broadway show!  Wow!  I actually had to turn it down! Man!  I do love Broadway shows guys, so that's not something I normally would do at all!

Well,  I was already booked at this other event with my coach and couldn't turn it away last minute for a hot Broadway ticket!  I was getting in free to an event that had a waiting list of over 150 people!  There I was on a guest list and without a dime out of my pocket!  Loved it!

I also met some amazing top personalities at this event.  One of them was the lady who does the voice on over 25 million USA vehicles!  Imagine that!  The GPS Navigation turn by turn direction voice chick!  So hot!  haha...  Was really awesome hearing from folks like this about the "how to's" to making it happen in this business!