Had a super hot fuck my last visit in Philly. This was with a client. For all intensive purposes a Married white male, 31 yrs married! A very well kept, handsome, forty-something looking, daddy. This was his second time coming to see me. The first,was a couple months back. He wanted to experience a man for the first time. He told me it was something he spent 30 yrs. thinking about, but was always way too scared to actually bring into the realm of his reality.
His fears were led by horror stories he'd heard tossed about. What about chemistry?? As in with the person he chose to hire? Cleanliness issues, coupled with concerns about sicknesses, and diseases... Just a few of the reasons he recanted, that held him back from pursuing these secret feelings, and mixed emotions!
Anyway, so he read my website, checked out all the reviews, read every detail on all of my current online ads, and swayed by my pics, and my glowing reviews, he decided that I was going to be his guy! How far he'd go?? Well, in reality, nobody, including himself really had the answer to this.
After one such meet he sends me a text message saying wow 0 to 60 in less than two hours!
Meaning he just surrendered himself in every single aspect to another man. Not only some light playtime, but fully, like he never thought you would ever actually allow. So there he was. Standing there, aghast. Just standing there, blown away, happy, aglow, basking in what just happened, and adjusting his ever hanging, emotional state.
Later I get a cute text message telling me he thinks he is experiencing a "crush"! I love it. Made me laugh. So cute I thought to myself. Told me he can think of nothing else, and hated that he had no one he could really share this amazing experience with! I felt bad for him, but as in many before him, I thought how common this feeling is for many great guys out there coming out, mostly in their own secret space, quietly wrestling newly previously undiscovered feelings and sometimes heated, complicated emotions!
This story is long from over, as I am seeing him again, and again. This I know! Not bragging, just sharing some truths with you. I do have many many repeat clients. Some who have been seeing me for a couple years now too!
I think it's awesome. And not something many have the luxury to say either. I have porn stars for instance who cant remember the last time they had an overnight with a client. And this is something i have done quite frequently also. I wish you continued enjoyment. I will continue to update this blog with tale telling, revealing, hot stories, that will keep some of you on the edge of your seat, and maybe giving some others the courage to take the leap, and jump into the powerful place of sexual self expression, vs sexual self repression.
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